Thursday, April 15, 2010

4/15/10

Today's run: 2 miles (19:34)
Week to date: 7 miles
Month to date: 14 miles

(Heh, that's neat--half of my miles for this month have just been in this week.)
Happy Tax Day! Though, I've had mine filed, returned, and spent for about 2 months now. Eh, oh well.

So, today was DEFINITELY spring. Hell, it almost felt like Marquette summer. Warm, muggy, puddles from a recent rain. (There are even baby leaf buds on the trees! That's UNHEARD of for this time of year up here!) It slowed me down a bit from yesterday, but oh well. Considering I wasn't even going to run today because I had a plasma donation scheduled, I'll still take it. (I donate plasma twice a week for some extra money. It's an easy process, and not too hard on your body if you take care of yourself properly. But, today was a stressful day, and I did not feel like sitting in a chair hooked up to a needle for an hour, and I do not like running after I do that because I'm a little dehydrated, so I opted out of my appointment and burned off some stress instead.
My outfit was kind of ridiculous. I am an NMU grad and a Wildcat through and through, but I was covered in another logo today:

(Pardon the messy apartment). Yup, I was covered in Grand Valley gear (courtesy of my younger sister.) I'm sporting the GVRC '10 t-shirt and a pair of GVSU track shorts. I really do like both the items (the shorts are freaking awesome), I just felt funny. And, heck, at least it's not Michigan Tech stuff!

Tomorrow might be an off day. It will all depend on what time I get home from school, because I have to work at the arena. Any time before 3:45, I could probably sneak in another quick 2. We shall see.
Wii Fit time!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

4/14/10

Today's run: 2 miles
Week to date: 5 miles
Month to date: 12 miles

OK, first--I finally figured out that the strange, reddish USB mystery device that came with my little pink Sony Cybershot is actually a memory stick/card reader! Having lost the cords for my camera literally 2 months after I got the camera (summer '08), I am so psyched about this. And now, I can add pictures to this bad boy blog! :D

Today's run was meh. A pretty generic 2 miles, 18:45. I'm happy to be back sub-10min miles again, but the slow but steady is still frustrating.
Another slow but steady complaint: I am NOT doing this purely to lose weight, but I do have a short term goal weight I'd like to achieve. That, too, is taking fooorrreeevvveeerrr to achieve. I'm down 2 from where I started about a month ago, and I'm halfway to the short term of 4 pounds. Long term, 8 total. I'm hoping it doesn't take me another month to lose these next 2 pounds. In fact, I'm hoping it's 2 weeks. But, again, this is NOT my main focus. It's a side journey. Overall, a healthy lifestyle is what I'm REALLY shooting for here. Being ready to run a half marathon sometime in the near-ish future is what my real goal is.
And, you know what? Despite the random 5 inches of snow we got late last week, I think spring might really be here this time! Today is just downright beautiful. :)
OK, time to make something for dinner. This whole healthy eating this is a fun challenge. I'm loving it!

Monday, April 12, 2010

4/12/10

Today's run: 3 miles
Week to date: 3 miles
Month to date: 10 miles

Last Friday, I went to Wal*Mart in Houghton with my boyfriend, Brandon. While he wandered off to find something he needed back in Electronics, I took care of a bit of shopping of my own. I was actually looking to find a pair of inexpensive sunglasses to replace the pair I thought I lost (I since found them, for the record). Well, my sunglasses mission failed, but I did look over and see where they had a watch/waterbottle combination for $5. I thought that was pretty sweet, since I needed both.
Well, today I tried out my $5 wonder watch. Funny story: it doesn't have a timer function. Yup. So, I had to improvise using the clock time by setting the watch to 12:00:00 and going from there. Eh, it could be worse! And, I broke 30 for 3 miles! 29:04. I'm getting there. Slowly but surely, I am getting there!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

More rambling: on insecurities and hunger

I want to go back to Saturday. Yeah, it's Wednesday, but I want to go back and talk about Saturday.

Well, kind of. I'll start by saying that, despite four years and eight seasons of running on a team, I am very much a solo exerciser. Why? Insecurity. Straight up. I'm still the self-conscious teenage girl inside, a little afraid of the strange noises I make pushing up a hill, afraid of how strange I may look trying to hit the yoga pose, afraid of how it looks when I modify a strength exercise so I can complete it at this point in my fitness. I just want to do it, I don't want someone there to call me out on these things, because I will shut down. Completely.
So, Saturday, I got brave. Sort of. I let the boyfriend, Brandon, in on this. I ran with him. I showed him WiiFit and did all the awkward yoga posing. Hell, I even did the body test right there in front of him and weighed in. Did I make some strange noises running up the last hill after trying to keep up with him? You bet I did. Did I look like a complete wreck when we finished? Oh yes. Did he laugh at me a bit when I tried the Tree pose? Probably, I was more like "hurricane force winds tree" with how much I was wobbling around. Does he think less of me because I weighed in at 128* instead of 118? Not that he let on.
*this was after dinner, and I was wearing jeans and a sweatshirt. I'm actually closer to 125 as per the other weigh ins before and since then.
Moreover: did it kill me? No.
But, despite all this, I still jumped off the Wii like it was on fire the second my roommate got home today. (OK, not really, but I cut my workout short). So, did I learn anything from my experience Saturday? I don't know, but that instinct thought of "Oh no, she's gonna see me, get off get off get off!" hit so quickly I just jumped as soon as the activity I was doing ended and put the board away. I need to get past that.

Moving on. Hunger. OK. So, in my last entry I talked about how I was working on eating healthier. And I am. However, I have noticed that I am SIGNIFICANTLY more hungry, especially in the last week or so. Increased activity level? Probably. And I'm not openly trying to deny myself or anything. I'm still eating what looks like a big meal to me, it's just a big meal of veggies and protein instead of simple carbs and fatty foods. Then, I'll finish that big meal and STILL be hungry. "OK," I think, "maybe I just need to wait it out, maybe it just hasn't hit yet that I'm actually full." Nope, 20 minutes later my stomach is still rumbling. Drink some water? Nope. I'm never satisfied. I've done a passable job, I think, of trying to avoid the over-snacking to fill up (a rather large bowl of Cinnamon Life Monday night when I could not take it anymore not withstanding), but I'm starting to get super annoyed. Why am I THIS hungry? Argh.

OK, I'm done.

Monday, April 5, 2010

4/5/10... and some ramblings

Today's run: 3 miles
Week to date: 3 miles
Month to date: 7 miles

OK, blog. I have a lot to talk about, and a Spring Break day off to do it. Get some coffee and settle in.
1. I am really really really really working on my eating. I'm not going to say diet just because of the connotations behind it. I'm going to say eating. I, like just about every other person of the female persuasion, have struggled with food, eating, and body issues. I fall in to the classic trap of interpreting calories as pounds, and eating healthy = eating as few calories as possible. I would play with this all the time during undergrad and, OK, I got the number on the scale down. However, I felt like garbage most of the time. I was sick constantly, I had no energy unless I constantly downed caffeine, and really? I didn't look all that good. I looked as sick as I felt most of the time. Moreover, I was not happy at all. I was pretty miserable, and you could tell. There were other factors figuring in to that, but that was a big player.
Now, being in a better place overall with my life, I'm really working on getting past that. Should I be eating a 2,000 calorie diet? At this point, probably not. I'm active, but not active to that point where someone my size would really need that kind of calorie volume. However, I need more than the 800-1000 I would allot myself back then. And, moreover, I'm trying to shift the focus from the numbers attached to what I'm eating over to the actual foods I'm eating. Fruits, veggies, lean proteins, whole grains, you've heard all this from every nutrition/healthy eating source ever. Being definitely on the poorer end of things, it is SO easy to fall in to the cheap foods trap, just to walk out with more in my bags. However, am I truly being nourished by that bowl of ramen? Do I feel satisfied? What am I really putting in my system by eating that? OK, I can spend $2.00 and walk out with 10 meals of noodles and salt. Or, I can spend a bit more, invest in some healthier options, and truly feel satisfied both in terms of being satiated but in being nourished as well, knowing I put something better in my system.
(Side note: the boyfriend and I have a tendency to eat out a lot together, usually fast food. However, we officially took McDonalds off the list, after my last two experiences of eating there completely destroyed my stomach. Jimmy Johns as well is on the list to be cut unless it's a very special treat.)
2. My mother is a track and cross country coach, and my sister is about to graduate with a degree in Movement Science. I've been talking to the both of them, and the more I do, the more I'm thinking that the half marathon might be pushed back to 2011. Why? Well, the overall consensus has been that ramping up my mileage that quickly could be a potential disaster, especially given my particular physiology. Could I train for and complete a half marathon this year? "Absolutely," said Coach Mom, "but I could see you having a more positive experience with it if you spent the next year slowly increasing your mileage to where you're consistently putting in 25 miles a week, and maybe doing a few 10Ks first." She has a great point. So, what now? On to part 3...
3. Starting to look at races for the summer season. I've found 2 5K's I'd like to do, one in early May and one in late May, both with interesting aspects.
The first is on May 8, and it's the Hope Starts Here Challenge. It's traditionally been a cycling event, but they're adding running races this year. This hits close to home because one of my uncles had a brain tumor (he's been cancer free for 10 years next year!), so this is a cause that means something to me.
The second is on May 22, and it's just a bit more fun than the first. It's a race fundraiser for the United Way in my boyfriend's hometown of Merrill, WI. The fun part is that the athletic club that is essentially putting it on is right across the street from his parents' house. That just makes it fun in that I can wake up, get dressed, and walk across the street to the race area/starting line.
From there, who knows. My summer plans got a little hazy in the last few weeks, so I'm going to figure out things after that point. I know that if I can make it home in July I'd like to do the Cherry Festival races, but that is TBD at this point as June is going to be CRAZY in terms of travel with my Brother's high school graduation and my roommate's wedding a week later.

So, yeah. That's all I've got at this point.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

4/3/10

Well, today brought a new adventure: I ran with the boyfriend. He and I had been talking about doing this for a long time, but it's never really come to fruition. Well, today we finally ran together. Ho.Ly.Freaking.Hell. Uh, yeah, he's a bit faster than me. I tried to stay with him, but I died at the end while he took off. Yeah. But, I think if I ever want to work on speed, I just need to run with him.

Friday, April 2, 2010

4/2/10

Spring Break '10!
Ok, yeah. Not really--I'm a) not going anywhere (unless home with the boyfriend next weekend counts); b) still working a couple days next week at the arena taking the ice out; c) realizing that this spring weather is supposed to end and it's going to be in the 40's and rainy. Awesome.

Oh well--TODAY is beautiful. My run today actually felt really great considering I had just a liiiittle too much wine last night and I wasn't feeling well for other reasons, too. I felt like garbage when I left and I felt like garbage when I got back, but when I was out there I felt pretty great.

So, yeah.
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